radicalrecital (radicalrecital) wrote in love_sex_dating,
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Why!?

Here's the story. I've been with the same guy for about 9 months now and maybe I'm being paranoid, I do have anxiety problems, but usually he uses a term of endearment before we bid each other goodnight while talking on IM or via text like "sweetie" or "dearist." The past week, I haven't seen much of that. We work together, and it has been stressful and I did end up making him incredibly angry one night because I over reacted to him being upset with me and stressed out but after that one episode it was fine. He still shows sexual interest in me, still kisses me, hugs me, has bought me a rather expensive x-mas gift, and has told me he loves me but just that one thing is irking me so bad. It really makes me feel like I've done something wrong. I know men stop being incredibly romantic after the whole, "new and shiny" appeal of a relationship wears off but I still worry.

I also don't know if this is worth mentioning but, we were goofing around earlier today and he started teasing me a bit so I shot him a look and he said something along the lines of, "Uhm I mean you're my bestist friend? You're my best friend ever?" I just started to worry that maybe hes starting to think of us as just friends? I really hope that isn't true and I'm really scared.

I'm afraid that I pissed him off too much over the past week because of all the stress and he's just plain annoyed with me. Yesterday, we didn't spend any time together so we had our space, and he admitted that that was good but that he did miss me. I just hope he isn't completely annoyed with me now and wants nothing to do with me.

Am I just being paranoid?
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